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| 人真係太自私動物
如果已經有另一半,又點解需要有[好朋友]?
係自己冇辦法尊一定覺得[好朋友]存在可以有比較較好呢?
我曾經錯過
所以我知道[好朋友]最好都係劃清界線,
無謂令到三方面都不高興收場,
但偏偏要陷入呢個局面,
世間沒有兩全其美的事!
如果[好朋友]可以半夜三間打給妳同妳傾電話,
妳掛住他,他掛住妳,
可以一個電話令妳想共他更近,
令妳故意留情,
那[好朋友]比我的角色更明顯了
如果對戀人比起對[好朋友]及一般朋友都沒有明顯的優異
那戀人的名份有甚麼用處?
如果我既戀人要選擇有我加上[好朋友]
我會立刻抽身,
因為既然有我何必有[好朋友]
有[好朋友]既存在,
代表自己有酬碼係手
有吵鬧時可以找[好朋友]訴訟,
而戀人就被完全比下去!
在我而言,
既然妳有[好朋友],
我會轉身走,
妳留戀他,我不必留下
做被傷害欺騙一個,
妳有[好朋友]
咁不如就名正言順給他一個機會,
給我一個死期吧!
反正結不了婚既拖拍下去只會洒時間,心機,金錢,
我已經放任不管了,
心傷情度沒法修補了!
DEADEND
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| 係我天生太過疑心重或偵探頭腦發作呢??
但往往能夠知道既野都多於持著平常心去面對同一件事!!
聽日....決定性資料一定要搵到!!
記著及期待星期六晚的約定!!
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| 從大家的通話,我知道了她動了心,由細微的地方可以看到!!
呢件事令我對好多野睇法都唔同洒!
基督徒只可同基督徒結婚,
但基督徒都係人,
人的私心一向都大,
世俗的事很多基督徒都有試,
什麼基督徒只可同基督徒結婚?
就算拍緊拖都可以試下迷戀另一個
我對整個拍拖觀,宗教觀既睇法都唔同洒!
幸好有妳,仲有妳肯用時間精神係我身上!!
當我失去自己,妳仍然幫我搵番自己!
多謝妳!
There's talk on the street; it sounds so familiar
Great expectations, everybody's watching you
People you meet, they all seem to know you
Even your old friends treat you like you're something new
Johnny come lately, the new kid in town
Everybody loves you, so don't let them down
You look in her eyes; the music begins to play
Hopeless romantics, here we go again
But after awhile, you're lookin' the other way
It's those restless hearts that never mend
Johnny come lately, the new kid in town
Will she still love you when you're not around?
There's so many things you should have told her,
but night after night you're willing to hold her,
Just hold her, tears on your shoulder
There's talk on the street, it's there to
Remind you, that it doesn't really matter
which side you're on.
You're walking away and they're talking behind you
They will never forget you 'til somebody new comes along
Where you been lately? There's a new kid in town
Everybody loves him, don't they?
Now he's holding her, and you're still around
Oh, my, my
There's a new kid in town
Ooh, hoo
just another new kid in town
Ooh, hoo
Everybody's talking 'bout the new kid in town,
Everybody's walking' like the new kid in town
There's a new kid in town
There's a new kid in town
I don't want to hear it
There's a new kid in town
I don't want to hear it
There's a new kid in town
There's a new kid in town
There's a new kid in town
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| 原來我真正想記錄的事很多,多到有點兒難一言一語道出!
話說有一日,本來約好左既一次晚飯我被取消了資格!
心想,原來在這一群圈子裹我是多餘的份子!
我接受到的,在這個圈子裹我見到的很多,一班被認為要係好人的中間
有千絲萬縷的敗壞,我非常看不過眼,我認為自己在中間被欺騙了很久
我想在當中找到的,最後得不到,
當晚我打番屋企睇下有冇飯食,原來成家都不準備留係家中食飯,
當時同個妹的對話是這樣的:
我:屋企有冇飯食?
妹:沒有
我:其他人呢?
妹:出洒去
我:你呢?
妹:一陣出去
我:又出去?你有飯食咩?
妹:有
我:又用屋企錢,遲早你實比呀爸鬧
妹:你自己都成日出去啦!
我:我搵錢又唔見你去搵錢
妹:唉!冇野啦!(怒氣地cut線)
當時我的感覺好像比人打,係直接打落心臟度
我回想,我真係好多時唔係屋企!而且呢個家我冇咩貢獻
再者,我令到個妹做了第二個我
我立刻心情跌入谷底,
回家途中只想到自己對屋企,父母的過錯
終於坐係街角的椅子上哭出了眼淚
完全沒有人理自己的感覺非常強烈!!
我.....................真的對屋企任何一個唔住
呢排同女朋友關係出現了紅燈,
發現原來大家太不同!
自己的世界容納不同對方
而且我發現了她的blog內的說話
既然blog是公開的,她自己公開了
我都不妨公開出來
http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/joanna4a4/
入面有不少指摘我的說話
以及她對另一個他留情的說話,
我看後心已經完全死寂了
傷的情度是彷彿世界一切沒有了氣息
原來心可以傷到這一步
當我迷戀她時,原來自己走上了絕路
感覺像人已經死了一樣
我的一切像做些甚麼呢??
我找不到自己,沒有存在感
死.....好像同而家都一樣!!
最後我為自己的失敗恨恨地打了自己一身!!
而且為自己的人生所有做錯的事一一回想,咒罵自己
我唔可以再沉下去了!
轉變的時刻到了!
我要重新做人!
選擇自己為中心的路!
原來最花時間心機以及了解自己的是我自己
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| 邊個話有生日月呢樣野!
BULL YOUR FUCKING MA SHIT!!
TELL ME WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FRIENDS AND LOVER
I DON'T GET THAT!!
START WONDERING ABOUT EVERYONE NOW!!
我肚入面充滿仇恨!!
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